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Bright, well traveled, adventurous, daring – I was taken in by stories of these grand adventures he’d had in the past, picturing a life w someone filled w energy and motivation.

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The only time he seems to have a genuine emotion is when he is expressing feelings associated with HIS loss. I am terrified of raising my children alone, of starting over, of how a divorce could negatively affect my kids.

Previously I did not allow men to share or comment on this website because I wanted a private venue for women, like myself, to find support and resources.

This is not meant to be sexist or to in any way diminish a man’s or a woman’s experiences.

I have just found over the years that discussing such personal emotions and feelings is often hampered by a mixed audience.

When conversation turns away from him, he is on his i Phone or will even take out his computer, completely ignoring the social situation around him.

Everything is about him – his pain, his frustration, his discomfort.

At times I feel “his feelings” almost more than my own and I wonder if I have lost myself to this person. Especially when I start feeling like I just want to go back to him and pretend none of this ever happened. In therapy he is apologetic and is saying the right things, but, as always, it doesn’t feel authentic to me. I can’t believe he thought so little of me that he would put my LIFE in danger by having sex with prostitutes. He’s now saying he’s a sex addict – that he’s been dealing w compulsive porn use for twenty years, “only rarely” surfs escort sites and “even more rarely” actually had sex w prostitutes. And in twenty years there have “only” been six (now it’s six, by the way) prostitutes. I’ve asked for transparency for us to move forward but I don’t think I’m getting it and don’t know if I ever will OR if he is being honest, if I’d be able to tell.

It feels like he read some manual about what he’s supposed to say and do and that’s what he’s doing. I am desperate for support, for insights from those who have been through this, are going through it, are working to come out on the other side.

This disease touches everyone, gays, straights, men and women, and each and every one of us who has known that trauma and pain deserves to be heard.

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He also had been having some sort of relationship w a woman he met in a coffee shop – a woman twenty years his junior.

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