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Here’s the thing: ask just about anyone which bothers them more – the idea of their spouse or mate being physical with someone, or the idea of their spouse or mate becoming emotionally involved with someone, and the vast majority of them will say that the latter is far worse.Many can forgive, for example, a one night stand sort of fling, where it’s just meaningless sex, but few can as easily brush off an emotional involvement with another woman or man.Before I start, I want to be very clear as to why I believed these lies.

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Let me qualify our position on this by saying that in addition to our involvement now with all things Internet related, and Internet policy, we have been involved with the online relationship question since before most people were on the Internet.

I myself have been the moderator for online relationship forums starting back with People Link and Qlink (systems into which you had to dial in, before there was ubiquitous Internet), and even back then, the question came up quite regularly.

Chasing that shadow is an endless game that leaves you desperate and bitter.

When the person you’re living with looks at you through distorted eyes, it distorts your ability to know who you are: a Princess of the Most High God.

I was emotionally vacant, but at least I wasn’t frigid.

DOWNLOAD “HOPE AFTER PORN” Wanting to set goals for myself or plan out and pursue a dream of mine means I’m too independent. I started realizing that he looked at women in “1D,” so to speak. None of that interested him, so it seemed silly for me to focus on any of that in my own life. My goal was to meet his needs so that he wouldn’t reject or abandon me, which was a core fear for me most of my life. Extensions, blonde highlights, nail salons, low cut shirts, diet plans, lipo, push up bras…the list goes on and on.

I found myself trying to deny my real feelings and emotions about my husband’s addiction in order to be attractive to him.

They were these beautiful, wish-granting beauties and I was the nagging old hag who wanted to talk about the bank account and his “browsing history.” How could I win this battle?

I had become so enmeshed into what my husband wanted that my dream actually became for him to fulfill all of his dreams. Well, I’m a chunky, 5’1” brunette who has to shop in the kids department for jeans. I tried to satisfy his gourmet tastes, but now I know that porn creates an insatiable appetite that cannot be satisfied.

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